10.07.2009

My Apologies...

...For the lack of posting this week...today my brother would have turned 45.

I feel sad and kind of scattered.

I know from experience to just let the process of grief take its course as it comes because sooner or later it will come out anyway even if I do force myself to imagine it to be gone.

So a report of sad and scattered is all I can share with you today.

7 comments:

Sandra said...

completely understood. DO what you can, when you can.

Acorn to Oak said...

I understand too. Take good care of yourself!

LynS said...

I followed the link back to the earlier post about our brother, which I'd not read before. So sad. But to die at home with friends and family surrounding us would be what many of us would choose if choosing were possible.You must feel somewhat comforted by the way he was supported through his last days.

Brenda said...

Sad and scattered with you.

knitinsage said...

i'm so sorry. your sensitivity and willingness to share are what make your blog a nice place to be.

Lupie said...

I feel your pain.
After I lost my brother I pushed the feelings away. I couldn't deal with that loss at the time. It wasn't till years later that I dealt with it. It has been 17 years and I miss him more than words can say.

Stephanie said...

I don't believe your apologies are necessary. It is a very good excuse for being scattered and uncommunicative.